Born with extremely
brittle bones and eventually diagnosed with Osteogenesis Imperfecta, he
had at first not been expected to live. Then his parents were encouraged
to institutionalize him, which they didn’t but only after they almost
did. Various futile surgeries followed. Pictures of him look elfin as a
little kid, his tall, handsome father always carrying him, heavy metal
braces on his legs, bright smile on his face. His name was Jim, so
“Jiminy Cricket” was what they nicknamed him.
By
all accounts, despite the fractures, he was a cheerful kid. When he
later talked about his childhood with us, his own children, the thing he
complained about most was that his maternal grandmother, a strict
disciplinarian, sometimes pulled his hair to punish him, since she
didn’t dare slap his fragile face. He said he’d been lonely as an
invalid, but I can’t recall him ever carrying on about the surgeries or
the myriad breaks. They happened. That was it.
A
few years after Franklin Roosevelt died, my father’s family made a
pilgrimage to the former Roosevelt estate, recently opened to the
public, up in Hyde Park, New York. I can’t be certain, but I believe it
likely that the reason for the visit had as much to do with FDR’s heroic
narrative of triumph over polio as with his lengthy presidency or any
family preference for his politics. In any case, what changed my
father’s life was not the inspirational tale of FDR’s heroics but one of
Roosevelt’s motorcars on display. Peeping into the car from his own
wheelchair, my teenaged father saw how the wheelchair-using FDR had
managed to drive: the steering wheel and foot pedals were fitted with a
custom-tooled set of metal hand controls that allowed braking, steering,
and even changing of gears without needing to use one’s feet.
My
father, excited, sketched the mechanism on the spot. He was
mechanically and artistically inclined, and on the drive home, the
construction of those hand controls was all he could talk about. He was
too young yet to drive, and my grandmother was alarmed, but my
grandfather had already made up his mind to help Jim out.
Grandpa
had built my father a specially fitted work bench, set to wheelchair
height. This was the late 1940s and there were no accessibility
guidelines or items then. Disabled family members were still largely
hidden away from view, even among the wealthiest and most powerful
families, as the Kennedys well knew. But it had occurred to my
grandfather that his Jim might master some small but useful trade,
analogous to a that of a blind piano tuner, if only he had the chance to
use his hands. And anyway, making things was one fascination that my
grandfather and his crippled son shared.
After
the trip to Hyde Park, Grandpa added a vise and metalworking tools to my
father’s workbench, and the two of them began scheming on a
hand-control design. The problem was that my father’s arms were also
brittle and distorted by healed fractures. It became clear that it would
be extremely difficult for him to manage any complex shifting of gears.
FDR’s system had one floor-mounted lever on the left to operate the
brake and the clutch, plus a wheel-mounted handle to depress the
accelerator. My father’s short arms couldn’t span both such levers, plus
a gear shift, and still steer.
The solution
was to buy a car already outfitted with a “hydramatic” shift. Not a full
automatic, these transmissions featured gear shifts operated without a
clutch pedal and were popular options on American cars in the late ‘40s
and early ‘50s. (Volkswagen Beetles still featured them into the 1970s. I
tried one once and promptly stalled.)
The
hand controls that my father and grandfather eventually created
consisted of a single metal lever with a rubber handle, mounted on the
left-hand side of the steering column and angled so that it didn’t
interfere with the feet of anyone who wished to use the pedals instead.
Putting the handle just under the wheel and using good Archimedean
principles to maximize leverage, they made it possible to keep one’s
left hand on the wheel, thumb and index finger hooked over the rim,
while holding the lever lightly with the other three fingers. A gentle
tug generated smooth acceleration; a slight push applied the brakes. The
right hand was then free to quickly shift without having to long leave
the wheel. It required a delicate touch to not lurch forward or stop
abruptly, but my siblings and I would later grow up around the device,
by then mated to a fully automatic transmission. Most of us could drive
either with Dad’s hand controls or our own feet at the time we earned
our first licenses, although only my brother Jimmy, born without legs,
used the hand controls exclusively.
By 1950, my
father the invalid was freed. It was the heyday of the auto age in
North America. New-fangled services based on car culture were springing
up everywhere: drive-in movie theaters, drive-in burger joints, even
drive-through grocery windows. (One of my earliest memories is of a winter evening drive with my father to pick up milk and bread at just such a drive-through.) Soon the Eisenhower Interstate System’s
vast construction would be underway. Increasingly, my father could run
his own errands, seek his own entertainment, go for long drives with pit
stops at full-service gas stations, and never have to struggle from his
seat. The same automobile-based living that nature writers, fitness
enthusiasts, and urban planners have condemned now for decades opened
the whole world for him.
Something in Jim, as a
young man, wasn’t content with that freedom alone. I don’t know how he
got started doing it, but my father began drag racing. He had a crazy
trick. Somehow he would brace the steering wheel in place and then tear
off down a short strip, left hand pulling up the accelerator lever hard,
right hand smoothly shifting through the gears, short legs dangling
placidly over the seat, far from touching the floor.
He
won often enough for it to become a gratifying compulsion. He and his
friends and rivals would meet frequently to drag illegally, usually at
night on secretly selected streets. With the help of an auto-mechanic
pal of his named Howie, Dad had modified his mother’s Caddy into a
roaring beast, even though on the outside it looked unchanged. Despite a
few near-disasters, he kept up this nonsense into his early twenties,
becoming something of a local legend, until one night he was caught and
arrested with several buddies of his. The police already knew his name,
and the officer who arrested him was mightily pleased. Dad himself liked
telling the story of the night he got caught so much, and told it so
often, that, years and years after he was deceased, I wrote the incident
into a poem that quoted his favorite part of the story as its title,
"Mr. Jeffreys, I've Fnally Caught You".
After
that night, he made an agreement with his parents only to drag race in
legal events. He got his own souped-up Cadillac with the money he made
from his fledgling cabinetry shop and began competing in NASCAR races in
the “stock drag” division, roaring down quarter-mile strips. He placed
as high as second in the eastern nationals in 1955 and 1956.
I
grew up with those two trophies in the house, always prominently
displayed. My father had given up competing in his late twenties, as he
grew bored with it and more involved with work. Then he met and married
my mother, who persuaded him to toss all the lesser trophies and keep
only those two best. They were both heavy chunks of white and black
marble, topped with a bronze car and fronted with a brass plaque bearing
the crossed flags of NASCAR, along with my father’s accomplishment and
name. They grew dusty and neglected in later decades, the plaques
tarnished, and by the 1990s they were relegated to some obscurer office
shelves, no longer given pride of place.
But my father never ceased to relish driving, as long as he lived. He religiously subscribed to Car & Driver. He took the family out for long Sunday
afternoon drives and two-week road-trip vacations. He prided himself on
knowing every twist and turn of every New Jersey street. The year I turned ten, he drove
us all around the Lower 48 for two months straight. He ate out at
drive-throughs into his sixties and mourned the death of the drive-ins.
He kept one wheelchair in the back seat so he could leave his house
wheelchair parked in the carport, waiting for him. (An insanely loyal
cocker spaniel usually guarded it in his absence and would growl at any
of us if we got too near.) Whenever he could afford them, and sometimes
when he couldn’t, he favored ragtop Cadillac coupes, even as they fell
far from fashion.
And if our mother wasn’t
in the car with us and the mood happened to take him, he would often aim
the vehicle at a tempting hill, gunning the engine until we hit 90 or
more, his hand-control holding the pedal to the floor. When we hit the
hilltop, he’d release the lever and let us soar out and drop, our
stomachs momentarily sinking as we levitated, before the Caddy came back
to ground on the asphalt with a squish of its cushy shocks. “Do it
again, Dad,” we’d shriek in unison. “Do it again!”
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